Thoughts and things

I’m feeling like a huge failure at life right now, despite just graduating from Life Sci at Mac.

I feel like my degree is absolutely useless considering my GPA is a 2.1. I can’t apply to medical school, or graduate programs, or basically any secondary undergraduate degrees because most places require min. cumulative average to be 70%.

UGH. Why isn’t it more important to be a good person with good experiences?

I volunteer at ER at the hospital, work full-time at a clinic, have tonnes of volunteering and extra-curricular experience, have done a large-scale guest lecture…been a teaching assistant…:(

I have great communication skills, tolerance, patience, and am over-all extremely friendly and ambitious.

I hate life. And I hate University admissions processes :( I feel like when people judge me by my grades, they’re judging me personally…or when they judge me on my grades, it’s an unfair assessment of who I am and what I’m capable of.

No one cares if you’ve had personal struggles throughout your degree or what have you. They want you to slave away your youth inside a library all so you can ‘prove yourself’. It seriously pisses me off.

So basically, I don’t know what the hell I’m doing with my life anymore.

I’m going to be crying at my graduation ceremony; they won’t be tears of happiness, but of remorse, guilt, and of failure.

I feel like I squandered an amazing opportunity with my education; I didn’t give it my 100% all throughout my time there. I wish I had.

Now I’ll just regret :(

To top it off - all I see on facebook are my friends’ statuses about getting acceptance into grad schools, medical schools, and other programs…I feel so left behind, and stupid.

I feel worthless. Like my degree.

thedandyunderworld:

Taking place in England the owners of the yard slowly kept adding sections to the contraption so when the squirrel learned one section and got the nuts, they’d add another section. It took over 2 weeks to get to the final product you see in the video.

STOP EVERYTHING. LOOK AT THIS.

KARINE LOOK AT THIS.

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So beautiful :D

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Fanservice.

So sexy. Especially Robert Downey Jr.

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that-lunatic-slytherin:

The first kiss & the wedding kiss

I’d just like to say that I LOVE HOW SHE JUMPS HIM.

I LOVE TANGLED.

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• He never raised his voice. That was the worst thing.The fury of the Time Lord. And then we discovered why.
• Why this Doctor, who had fought with gods and demons, why he had run away from us and hidden. He was being kind...
• He wrapped my father in unbreakable chains forged in the heart of a dwarf star.
• He tricked my mother into the event horizon of a collapsing galaxy to be imprisoned there forever.
• He still visits my sister, once a year, every year. I wonder if one day he might forgive her... but there she is. Can you see? He trapped her inside a mirror. Every mirror. If ever you look at your reflection and see something move behind you just for a second, that's her. That's *always* her.
• As for me, I was suspended in time and the Doctor put me to work standing over the fields of England as their protector.
• We wanted to live forever. So the Doctor made sure we did.

Lol stupid ducks. But cute…so very cute.

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pyralspite:

Who remembers

Motherfucking Scholastic

Book

Orders

And then the magical travelling romani circus of scholastic would randomly show up and you’d never care to buy any books but they had AWESOME gadgets and toys for sale

at the motherfucking BOOK FAIR

This was my childhood.

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