I’m feeling like a huge failure at life right now, despite just graduating from Life Sci at Mac.
I feel like my degree is absolutely useless considering my GPA is a 2.1. I can’t apply to medical school, or graduate programs, or basically any secondary undergraduate degrees because most places require min. cumulative average to be 70%.
UGH. Why isn’t it more important to be a good person with good experiences?
I volunteer at ER at the hospital, work full-time at a clinic, have tonnes of volunteering and extra-curricular experience, have done a large-scale guest lecture…been a teaching assistant…:(
I have great communication skills, tolerance, patience, and am over-all extremely friendly and ambitious.
I hate life. And I hate University admissions processes :( I feel like when people judge me by my grades, they’re judging me personally…or when they judge me on my grades, it’s an unfair assessment of who I am and what I’m capable of.
No one cares if you’ve had personal struggles throughout your degree or what have you. They want you to slave away your youth inside a library all so you can ‘prove yourself’. It seriously pisses me off.
So basically, I don’t know what the hell I’m doing with my life anymore.
I’m going to be crying at my graduation ceremony; they won’t be tears of happiness, but of remorse, guilt, and of failure.
I feel like I squandered an amazing opportunity with my education; I didn’t give it my 100% all throughout my time there. I wish I had.
Now I’ll just regret :(
To top it off - all I see on facebook are my friends’ statuses about getting acceptance into grad schools, medical schools, and other programs…I feel so left behind, and stupid.
I feel worthless. Like my degree.






